Parents

I scream in pain
lost in a black forever
the love I had as a kid
was not love but anger
left alone with eyes closed
I would dream of a life
one I could call home
stuck in this fake world
I tried to rebuild them
with parents this worthless
my anger filled an ocean
should I try to love them
could I let the past go
the more I think about them
I can only scream no
so why do I still suffer
I was just a kid
they treated me like garbage
and wished I was dead
so what’s a kid to do
raised in a life of hate
follow the path provided
Or walk the one I create

Turned

As I awoke back to life
for decades I have slept
this new virgin world
was a mess unkept
as I stalk the shadows
my hungers whisper is strong
for with this need to feed
I must feed before dawn
with empty shells of life
they prance lost around me
this pathetic little pray
is a waist of a body
I shall turn them
give them what they ask
they all look to be me
so with me they shall bask

Lost

I’m not what I think I am
All I see is this dream
A person full of confidence
This man I may never be
Has my future been written
Do I have time to change
These questions go unanswered
As my mind grows more deranged
They tell me that I’m crazy
And I must live this routine
Sleeping amidst padded walls
I feel like a broken machine
I would like to turn back time
To the point I went astray
But that will do no good
Because I was born this way.